The Beginning!!

Best place to start right;)I remember moments in December of 09 were I thought maybe 4 wouldn't be so bad. I mean it was 50/50 we would get another girl right:) Then we found out we would be getting a new little one from neils sister. I remember saying to her it's better you then me. If only I had known;)lol. So some weeks pass and I'm startin to notice I feel different. I knew before I even did the test. I was excited but not thrilled as I should have been. We told everyone right away. All was going great. Just a little morning sickness here an there. I of course started thinking how great a little girl would be for Chloe. Deep down I had a feeling that was not going to be the case. More to come:)