May 2010:(

May had come and all,from my point of view anyway, was moving along great. I felt good, just very restless. We had an appointment with dr tedford and he was pleased by the heartbeat and how I measured. He ordered another sono which got scheduled for the 20. She made a few comments and the way she said them gave me the feeling all was not right. So I called the drs everyday to see if he had looked at it. Answer was always the same call back tomorrow. Finally on the 25 the nurse told me just come in and make him take the time to look at it. Mom was busy so I asked nancy to watch the kids for me and headed to brownfield. The way he walked into that room that day was so different then usual I just knew something was wrong. He said the baby has diaphragmatic hernia. This is when your diaphragm doesn't form properly. It's made to keep your digestive organs and chest organs separate. He told me to stay positive it could be wrong one never knows. But I knew, I tried to think maybe it wasn't so, but deep down I knew. They set up an appointment with dr Hales for the next day. I went to nancy's shared the news and got my kids and went home. Not knowing what tomorrow would bring.